January 2010
36 posts
Walking up the hill tonight when you have closed your eyes. I wish I didn’t have to make all those mistakes and be wise. Please try to be patient and know that I’m still learning. I’m sorry that you have to see the strength inside me burning. But where are you my angel now? Don’t you see me crying? And I know that you can’t do it all but you can’t say I’m...
last night
sucked.
Ghandi said “There is nothing that wastes the body like worry, and one who has any faith in God should be ashamed to worry about anything whatsoever.”
i dont think i’ve done anythig but worry for the past seven months; in reality it has gotten me nowhere. my faith in God has all but diminished, which in itself is stupid. i KNOW God is there, and i KNOW He’s got it all covered…...
just a number. just a goal.
There was something dangerous in his stare. It quieted the butterflies in my tummy. He was holding something back behind his cool calm glance, but his eyes threatened to release what was contained. His even, unwavering stare weakened my smile and screamed caution. He was sizing me up. He wanted me. He wanted to eat me. He wanted me now. His firm simple command demanded immidiate obediance. Consent...
“In the middle of the journey of our life, I found myself again through a dark...”
– Dante
